Monday 10 June 2013

love and poetry on the short drive home

On the Isle of Elba she wrote verse to the mandolin
her teacher played at recess in her classroom
about the ports emptied of fishing boats, and love.
Then your father dabs at something on his cheek
turns down the demister fan but turns the heat to red
and the windscreen wipers speak in groans to the glass.

The way home is short but variable – turn down streets
from Bell to Separation and they’ll take you there
in similar time, only tonight that’s devastating
on this car ride half too cold and half like a furnace
on these tram tracks overexposed and slick with dew
because the radio isn’t on and the flossy winter fog

Encapsulates the two of you and it’s beautiful
and it’s so beautiful – you tell your dad he’s no different
to his mother, in the bloom of her girlhood in his memory
he tells you your own mother is selfless like this fog
and he raises his hands from the steering wheel and says
that if she were any more selfless, she’d disappear

You tell him he’s a poet too, without having penned a line
that a father’s tears are pure poetry, liquid poetry
that a father who cries for beauty is the only inheritance
worth a dime to you, worth everything
because everything else is an orphan in that cradle
because the truest poets are those who never write

And you idle outside your house for another two hours
talk about the latch on your front gate falling off
and the bareness of the trees and the swamping of the gutters
with caramel leaves that an old girlfriend would kick and throw
and whether your little brother ought to grow a ponytail –
when you make to get out, you lock hands and don't talk at all.









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